The Nighmare of LoveYou invited me over one last timeFor a few last words and a quick goodbye.I should have known better than to stop byFor it was on that night that my heart died.In less than a moment that seemed too long,I was brought to my knees by a force too strong.When you told me you I felt like the only girl.You ruined and crushed my entire world.I remember hearing those words pass your lips,And my heart shattered into thousands of bits.The pieces to small to pick up and rebuildCreating a void that will never be filled.I remember tears falling down my cheeks,But my voice wouldn't tremble- I wouldn't be weak!I stood up and looked you straight in the eye;I told you not to call, this was our final goodbye.I walk out the door desperate to escape,But my heart was broken and it was too late.I collapsed outside as pain engulfed meCrying and screaming hysterically.I didn't want to leave; it was unfair!You were supposed to be forever there!I don't know how I moved in that crippled sta
Pain Lasts for a LifetimeWhy did you leave me with all this painAs I whisper your name in the rainYour face I wish I could seeAs you walk here beside meEver since you left, ive lost my faithMy heart fills with nothing but hateEvery night I got on my knees and prayedBut he took you anywayAs I cook dinner for oneI start to cry when I see the setting sunBecause now everyday at eightIll never be able to see your beautiful faceI lay on my bed trying to sleepAs my tears leak with grieveBefore you died you said "I love you"I griped your hand and said "I love you too!"
Bittersweet NothingsYou told me you loved meyou told me you'd never let me gobut its been a month since we've spokenand how i miss you soi realise now that you were a fakemaking me believe we had somethingbut now when i sit here thinkingi want to tell you just 1 thingi thought you were my everythingholding me close. whispers in my eari tell my self, the whispers werent truebut my heart doesnt want to hearthe fact that you used meand the fact you were a connow look what has happened.my hearts broken and all i thought i had, is gonei feel empty and lostand i dont want to believe itbut deep inside, my heart tells me to listento you. it was " just a bit of fun" wasnt it?you tore my heart completelyyou've left bruises deep insidei dont like to think of you anymorei feel like crying or findin some where to hide.to hide away from the memoriesthat you threw at me.that you left for me to rememberhow could you do this? one day you will seethat some one actually cared for youthat some on
Full os IllusionsDoodling hearts on sheets of paper,scribbled words all over the placeHis name and hers linked together,sketching a vague picture of his face.Crumpled papers on her desk,writing letters never sent.To tell him everything she feels,she's tried with every intent.Day dreaming for thirty minutes,even failing her favourite class.Thinking of him at her side,as the minutes slowly pass.The bell rings; he gets up quickly,she gives out a hopeless sigh.Whispers: "If only you knew",and watches as he passes by.Still her hopes are there tomorrow,she has faith that soon he'll see.How much he truly means to her,and he'll love her finally.But tomorrow it will be the same,another hopeless conclusion.A mind full of things unrealand a heart full of illusions.